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Momma can run

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Can you see "Momma" on my new running shoes from my girls

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Sex in the City

Did I mention "Sex in the City?"

Because my TV is held hostage by a 6 yr old and Disney Channel, I didn't get to see the entire series. Whoever was the writer; Hats off to you. I can't wait to get it on DVD.

Anyway, what a great time with my friends Carolyn and Suzanne. I think I saw a napkin being used to wipe Carolyn's eyes; it was allergies right?

Ok; lets think about who in our group of friends resembles Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte or Miranda?

Namaste!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Yikes! I'm late!

Ok; I really think I need to get to bed earlier.

Thoughts and writing in my journal kept me up late again. One has to wonder what is the point of all this? There is one and it is expression; it is the act of expressing or setting forth in words. It can be feeling, spiritual, and character. “Oh, and pardon my expression but your fly is open.”

So as a result of expressing myself on paper I didn’t get to sleep on time and a little late getting to work. On the upside my little one happened to make it right on time for school.

I hope this isn’t a precursor to my day.

I was listening to some random music today and a song sounded so familiar. Eureka! I have that CD! Listen:

“I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world but she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can to stand on her steps with my heart in my hand
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it’s got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too.”
~John Mayer

I hope to see my girls in Houston soon.
Namaste!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Today begins a new day

My first blog....
and I'm still working out the layout and background. When this goes live; well, give it time.

Today is a good day and I thank the Universe for what I have right in front of me. My family, children, job, home, my labrador retriever and Christopher.

The alarm went off at 6:30 a.m. this morning and I couldn't get out of bed because my shades were down and cloudy outside. After, falling back to sleep my subconsious mind woke me up again and I turned over and patted my 6 yr old on the arm and said: "wake up honey." Headed downstairs to make a cup of tea and lunch for my 6 yr old. Off to school and work we went.

I love my drive to work in the morning because I can crank up the volume for a CD I am listening to. I'm sure our morning commuters just love me, or they think I'm to old to rock and roll.

I'm not too old to rock and roll but I may be too old to burn the candle at both ends. This I don't do anymore anyway; it takes me more time to recover these days and can be quite embarrassing.

Well, I've posted and now it's back to work. Today is a new day and I am embracing it.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Hazy day with clarity

Ever wonder if you made the right decisions or not? Well, I think I did and what a major breakthrough.
I am free from someone that I no longer consider a friend anymore. Unfortunately we still need to have limited communication but at least it will be limited. I wish this individual well.

I'm free, free, free deep in within my heart and soul! I can now see there is more in my life than what was bad.

Well, let me tell you something. I was diagnosed with colon cancer last year and went through several hits of chemo. Even had to wear a pump for 48 hours every two week; depending on my blood cell count. My 6 yr old only knew that I had to take medicine in a "port o cath" located on my upper chest called "Alien." She was so wonderful by writing cards in hope that my tummy and chest will be ok.

I got through the rough part of several visits to an Oncologist, blood work, CT and PET scans and overall feeling cruddy by working out and running every chance I got. This gave me more clarity on what I have right in front of me; my life.

I want to tell my daughters something; I love all three of you and I'm still here for you.
"It's the wheel of the world turning around
It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down
It's the wheel of the world turning around"

Namaste!